Standing in the middle of my soul

But what does “Standing in the middle of my soul” actually mean?

Maybe, to be balanced or to “see” things in alignment.  Of course, this is abstract thinking and everyone is going to have a different reaction to it depending on their interpretation of the word soul.  And in the end, I never want to explain my lyrics.  I think that it takes away from them.

Can’t Go Home

I packed my bags long before this day came
I can’t stand to see you cry
If you want to blame me
For everything that I am
I’d have no ground left to stand

When you can’t go home
Cause it’s so far away
And everything you used to know
Changed so fast
And your soul has got no place to rest or stay
You keep moving

I’ll stand in the middle of my soul
It’s all that I have
Even if I’m the only one who believes
It’s not that I can’t pick it up and
Start it all over again
Sometimes it’s better to be alone

When you can’t go home
Cause it’s so far away
And everything you used to know
Changed so fast
And your soul has got no place to rest or stay
You keep moving